These last few months, I have been processing. Grief, a spiritual crisis, parental neglect, emotional abandonment, financial lack, loss, shame, doubt in my decisions and therapy played a major part.. in processing. I am good on my own..but I have been really been researching and soul searching why I end up with the same person..just in a different body? Why is it so hard to make connections in my adult life? This journey has caused some hard decisions to be made and people to be cancelled no matter how much I thought we could be together. I have been immersed in the Black Love series and everything @codieco and @producertommy and @blacklove has to offer me. This journey has called all my relationships in to question. Answering the hard questions of “Are you just their friend or are they yours too?” “How long are you going to accept the bare minimum in all your relationships or do you believe you deserve more?” “Either you believe that there is somebody out there for you or you don’t” Consistency and Clarity is what I am moving in all 2024. I am only going where I feel wanted. You will only see me in spaces that benefit me. #blacklove #demgirlsmama #selflovejourney #marriageisthegoal #therapyspeaks
Respectfully,
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