So..yeah..I cheated and you caught me now what?
You keep asking..why?
I could tell you it is because your sex is trash
I can smell your breath even behind the mask
You are painfully selfish
You are emotionally cut off and slightly immature
I would be lying, if I answered that way
It would only be to stop you from crying
The real answer is, I did it because I wanted to
I had no plans to hurt you
The only reason you found out is because I got caught
Damn Uber driver wanted to talk
and dude just wouldn't leave..truthfully his goodbye kisses and embrace took my mind to a different place..
You came home early
Didn't get a chance to throw away the condoms and change the sheets
What I did was hurtful, but not disrespectful
I pay all the bills, so I can do what I want in my own house
It is not my fault you did not listen
I have been telling you for months, there was no more us
You kept telling me you would change
Even promised, you would change my last name
The months passed
Now we are a year in and everyday I collect more reasons why this won't last
HE is different
HE is emotionally open
HE is generous
HE is older and more mature
I will save you the details on the sex
If you are wondering tho..he is the best of the best
This is not to hurt you
I still love you
Its not you, its me
So, yeah I cheated...but you went first so..I could blame you
Oh, you thought I didn't know about the girl you have saved in your phone as Starbucks
You know because she gives you energy, is hot and you have to have her every morning
Yeah, we have talked..she is actually pretty smart
Stop playing victim, like you are the fool
I am the one that just got tired of being used
So, you asked why?
I wanted someone to love me for who I am and not for what I can do
HE gives me that
I am not taking you back
You are only upset, because you wanted me to only belong to you
You can dish it out..but you can't take it
So, yeah I cheated,,I still love you
I just don't want to be with you..
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