Catch your breath..

BREATHE

I just entered the space

Time today faded quickly away

Certificates awarded for a lie that went away

While serving a country that undervalued her anyway

is this a passion?

Vulnerability stalking and slowly seeoing out of me

I just need space

BREATHE

Just walked in

Voices drowning out what is ultimately important to me

Seperate, destress, dream of floasting in clear water

Away from other peoples feelings

Did you forget I was me?

Are your dreams, aspirations or feelings more important?

I see

BREATHE

You have no boundaries

The thin line between having empathy and losing me is blurred

Clearly dissappearing into this the canvas that has broken Into pieces of me

The living embodiments of my heart in human form

Have understood self care

But, they are not self aware that sometimes mommys love has a time limit

Her mind spliting into five equal pieces leaves her fractured beyond belief

There is no relief

No one wants to listen

They have their own problems

They are lost in their vision

My God, does anybody see me?

BREATHE

Trying not to be angry

Wanting to hold on to me, while trying to heal me

Collectively loving the worst parts of me

Will it ever make sense?

There is no manual that helps you understand how to balance being a mom

An individual and still love to take care of a man who need you

To pour into him

I am only one woman

Wo-Man this shit aint easy

People would call me crazy if I fully opened up about how I am managing